So I know I haven't posted or made videos in SUCH a long time. Let me fill you in on what's been going on in my life:
I've been going to school as a full-time student, I'm working a job, I workout every single day, on the days I have off I'm attending church, going to appointments or running errands.
Let me get to the real point of this post:
I was dating/courting a guy for a year and a half. He lived with me for the last six months. We from day one were planning a future together, literally, from the first date. I'm still committed to purity, I have not broken it, in fact, I've been committed now three years and two months. My boyfriend worked in a job that required him to go away for days to weeks at a time, and one day he left his computer, and on his computer, he left his email. I discovered this because I went on his laptop to watch a movie and discovered that his email account was up. Curiosity got the best of me, and I looked. And what do you know? I discovered he has been cheating on me from week 1. A year and a half together, and he has literally been cheating the entire time.
How? I checked his phone, I checked his web history. I went through his things. He "deleted" his Facebook. He supposedly had nothing to hide. But rather, he was good at hiding stuff, except for his emails, that for some reason he saves.
Not only did he cheat, but he cheated casually with countless women. There was no "other woman". It was random whores (he's a total whore, too), who he'd meet up with, and just have sex. No meaning. No relationship. Just meet, have sex, leave.
Thankfully because I've been committed to purity, I don't need to worry about having any diseases from him. But you know what I found with those emails? Kay Jewelers emails. How? How can you plan to propose to me, yet be sleeping with countless random women? It is repulsive, unthinkable.
But you know what? EVERY guy I've been with has cheated. Why? WHY? Some had "the other woman", some had a few "women", some had a one time casual hook up, and then there's this. And believe me, they all suck equally. What is with men? What is with my bad luck? What is with me?
I tried everything I could to be the best partner I could be. I really did. And in the end, I just got walked all over, lied to, cheated on, and I never knew the real person I was even with.
I've been going to school as a full-time student, I'm working a job, I workout every single day, on the days I have off I'm attending church, going to appointments or running errands.
Let me get to the real point of this post:
I was dating/courting a guy for a year and a half. He lived with me for the last six months. We from day one were planning a future together, literally, from the first date. I'm still committed to purity, I have not broken it, in fact, I've been committed now three years and two months. My boyfriend worked in a job that required him to go away for days to weeks at a time, and one day he left his computer, and on his computer, he left his email. I discovered this because I went on his laptop to watch a movie and discovered that his email account was up. Curiosity got the best of me, and I looked. And what do you know? I discovered he has been cheating on me from week 1. A year and a half together, and he has literally been cheating the entire time.
How? I checked his phone, I checked his web history. I went through his things. He "deleted" his Facebook. He supposedly had nothing to hide. But rather, he was good at hiding stuff, except for his emails, that for some reason he saves.
Not only did he cheat, but he cheated casually with countless women. There was no "other woman". It was random whores (he's a total whore, too), who he'd meet up with, and just have sex. No meaning. No relationship. Just meet, have sex, leave.
Thankfully because I've been committed to purity, I don't need to worry about having any diseases from him. But you know what I found with those emails? Kay Jewelers emails. How? How can you plan to propose to me, yet be sleeping with countless random women? It is repulsive, unthinkable.
But you know what? EVERY guy I've been with has cheated. Why? WHY? Some had "the other woman", some had a few "women", some had a one time casual hook up, and then there's this. And believe me, they all suck equally. What is with men? What is with my bad luck? What is with me?
I tried everything I could to be the best partner I could be. I really did. And in the end, I just got walked all over, lied to, cheated on, and I never knew the real person I was even with.